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ok recently I’d been dating this guy and fell in love with him. We grew close really fast. He was really good to me for the first month he knew me for the most part, but I noticed he didnt like it when I stood up for myself at all. And after a month things started to fall apart. I told him I had a lot of feelings for him, and he was still deciding if he wanted a relationship with me. Sooner or later, he started trying to break me down telling me that I needed anti depressants because of the way I would react when he kept being wishy washy and jerky with me. Oh this guy has a child too, so I’m not sure how many girls my age would be interested in him(I’m 24 hes 26).
Anyways, I’m told hes had a really bad past. So one time last week I get a text from him saying I need to move on with things and hes met someone else. Hes seeing this new girl now. My friend works with him, so she sees her with him and apparantly shes this really sort of glasses wearing curly haired church girl. He was also doing this behind my back for a month. shes older like 31. My friend saw them together thats how I know..and works with him. It just became clear to me..that he must have never cared for me at all if he was able to move on SO quickly with things…. I don’t get how he was able to move on so fast like that. do you think he ever misses me, or that I cross his mind at all? ….Oh…and on top of everything..THE WORST PART: I guess one time in one of our rough patches I told him that if he was having problems about his past(which he does) that he should go to church. I never believed hed take me seriously cuz hes kinda stubborn, so he does, not telling me and look who he picks up there!!! A NEW GIRLFRIEND! AT THE CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP!!!! This guy is an abomination! and if there is a god I hope he screws things up with her too! unless hes trying to turn his life around! It isnt fair…that he could do that to me..then get her..and fix his life…when I wanted to be there for him.

haha- you sound evil.

One Response

1. stephanie Says:
   February 12th, 2010 at 4:52 am

   haha- you sound evil.
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